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This song is dedicated to Tyler McGregor. Stay strong brother.
lyrics
(have u ever wondered if we could be different, try to be sober, try'n to listen, b4 it's all over, b4 it get's colder x2)
I can't lose this
(I've already lost u)
I'm trying to use this
(Cuz that's how I got u)
I may never have u again but I know I ought to, and if ever we meet and u try and speak
(I'll stop u)
I'll plead
(Don't speak)
I can't stand to see you, ur here and if I hear u I will scream
(because I need you)
I, loathe what you did, but I love how you feel, like I know it's a voice in my head (this shit isn't real)
It's something I've built to conceal what I'm really feeling inside my consciousness hides the truth that tries to find me these hands shake
(my heart) picks up the pace (my arms) feeling this weight
I'll carry this to my grave
(these addictions that I crave in selfishness the scars I've made the helplessness that seems to wait to make me crave I've fallen again)
(have u ever wondered if we could be different, try to be sober, try'n to listen, b4 it's all over, b4 it get's colder x2)
credits
released July 21, 2013
Produced by Farrhank360
All lyrics written by mrazms
Performed by mrazms feat. The Sword
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